Sometimes I just want to completely remove myself from society. I really dislike some people, and I really dislike me around some people. Ugh.
June 2013
March 2013
“Somebody loves you if they don’t mind the quiet. They don’t mind running errands with you or cleaning your apartment while blasting some annoying music. There’s no pressure, no need to fill the silences. You know how with some of your friends there needs to be some sort of activity for you to hang out? You don’t feel uncomfortable just shooting the shit and watching bad reality TV with them. You need something that will keep the both of you busy to ensure there won’t be a void. That’s not love. That’s “hey babe! I like you okay. Do you wanna grab lunch? I think we have enough to talk about to fill two hours!” It’s a damn dream when you find someone you can do nothing with. Whether you’re skydiving together or sitting at home and doing different things, it’s always comfortable. That is fucking love.”
—Thought Catalog, How To Tell If Someone Loves You. (via fashionfever)
After talking about it, I think there are a few friendships I have that I can reconsider. Especially if they are a constant stress to me. That isn’t healthy. The thing is, friendship is a hard thing to give up, especially when you’ve known the people a while.
February 2013
Self doubt is such poison to the soul.
